10 secrets
because Alex told me to.
1. My greatest fear is ending up alone.
2. I try to act okay with it, but it actually kinda bothers me that my friends dont like my boyfriend. Like, I feel like they're judging me through him or something. I dont know.
3. It annoys the hell out of me when somebody dislikes me for no reason.
4. Every time my *used to be* best friend looks at me, it makes me want to punch her in the face.
5. I am in love with my boyfriend.
6. I don't like admitting number 5, because I've never believed in teen "love" and it always kind of bothered me when kids talked about how they were "in love". but I really think I am.
7. I know I'm supposed to be happy for the band or whatever, but I HATE it when my favorite bands become popular and I have to share them with other people. It just pisses me off because then everybody knows them, and then they become a little less special to me.
8. People who dislike me piss me off. I act nonchalant like "who cares what they think" (I really don't that much, but it still kinda bothers me) but really, why wouldn't you like me? I'm fucking awesome! (yes, this sounds really cocky, and stupid, and narcicistic, but seriously. I can see people not liking me, but going so far as disliking me? I really don't think I'm that unlikeable.)
9. I HATE it when people ignore me. (yeah, I'm needy. whatever.)
10. I don't necessarily like being the center of attention, but I like having some attention. Like I can't just sit back and be under the radar for too long. I can do it some, yeah, I'm not that much of an attention whore, but I love being part of the action. Maybe thats just the drama geek in me.
