Rest is for the Weak

Okayy so last night, I worked out (FINALLY) and it felt soooo good!

Like, I didn't even wanna go, cuz I was all tired and stuff, cuz yesterday was my first day home, and I was just kinda like, you know, whatever. but then I went and I was soooo glad cuz it just felt fantastic.

I mean, I'm still a total fatty and everything, but I'm doing this whole "flush" diet thing where all I eat is fruits and veggies and very very little carbs. and then I exercised like a freaking beast at the gym so I just felt completely better about myself. Hah.

I went two miles (withOUT stopping!) on the elyptical and then after my twenty minutes on that was up, I went on the treadmill for just under a mile. No joke, I have never gone that far without stopping. And I didn't stop once. It may be no big deal for all you regular athletes and running addicts, but for me, this was a major feat.

I mean, I felt like the Energizer Fucking Bunny! I coulda kept going and going and going. no lie. It felt so good.

And then, so today I'm going to go to Town Center with Alex and it's gonna be superr fun. then I'm sleeping over at her house, cuz tomorrow we're going camping! and we have to leave suuuper early.

so yeah, she told me to wear a swimsuit under my clothes today, so I'm assuming we're going on a freaking rampage through the fountains at Civic Greeen or something crazy like that.

and then we're gonna watch Charlie Bartlett tonight, since it is THE greatest movie ever. or one of them at least.

Camping is gonna be sooo bomb. !!

I'm uuber excited. yes.

my mom is all freaking out though cuz she's like "oh you're gonna be so tired because we just back from vacation, lalala" but seriously dude, I'm a machine. It's fuckin summer, and I'm gonna Party. It. UP.

DO IT

DO IT

DO IT

DON'T STOP DON'T STOP DON'T STOP!.

my new theme song.

helltotheyeahbitches.

Back with a vengeance

Yes, yes it's true.

I am back in town from my marvelous adventure vacation in San Diego, California.

I am currently uploading the 318 pictures I managed to take on the life of just 4 pairs of batteries.

crazy, I know.

So here's an overview of my wonderful vacation:

Pros:

It was gorgeous

We stayed RIGHT on Mission Beach (beautiful!)

I got tan on my arms, legs, chest and back

I got to see my cousins, whom I hadn't seen in at least 3 years

I boogie boarded

I surfed (hellyeah! and i have video! just wait until I steal my mom's camera to post that up on here.)

I got some great shots of the ocean

I got some okay shots of (some of) the animals at San Diego zoo

My hair acquired some blonde streaks from the sun

I spent A lot of time in the ocean and on the beach

I read THE most Amazing book ever. Paper Towns, by John Green, You All must read it (and by you all I mean Alex, and anyone else who happens to read this--because I've got suchhh a loyal and large following, here).

The car ride there didn't suck that much.

It was a blast!

Cons:

I failed at our pact (by our I mean Alex's and mine). more explanation on that later

My skin has become absolutely HORID. and I mean it looks like I drilled a million holes into my face, then put little red caps over them. I don't know why, but my skin has just gone to HELL this trip.

My belly, which shrunk the week before my trip because of my little 'health plan', has probably doubled in size. Vacation eating: I know you don't think it counts, but it DOES. trust me.

Another thing about my belly, is that, although I managed to tan [pretty much] everywhere else, my stomach stayed rather white. nooo idea why.

I didn't get nearly as many pictures as I should, seeing as I didn't have everlasting battery life on my camera (fucking non-rechargeable double A batteries that my camera runs on)

Vegas sucked. I mean it REALLY sucked. I never knew that one city could be so overcrowded and smokey and smoggy and slutty. seriously, if it was possible to die from the overwhelming combination of secondhand smoke, watching drunk idiots throw their money away gambling, breathing in the already-treacherously-toxicly-smoggy-even-without-tobacco-smoke-pollution air, seeing skank waitresses walk around and serve booze in their too-slutty-for-playboy outfits and looking at billions of billboards for topless shows, topless bars and clubs, nude swimming lounges, and adult megastores,

I would have fucking dropped dead the minute we drove into Vegas.

Thank god it was a stop and NOT a destination. I will never fucking go back there. Ever.

The 15 hour car trip home was oh-so-exhausting.

okay so now that you're all caught up.

the Pact:

was that in San Diego, I would find a boy. Alex's boy finding place is Traverse, Michigan. She hasn't gone yet though, so there's still hope for her side of the pact.

anyways.

rules:

boy had to be cute.

we had to use a pick-up-line on boy.

we had to spend some amount of time alone with boy.

boy could not reject us.

we had to get a picture of boy (one on our camera, one on our phone).

we had to get a picture of us with boy.

boy had to be reasonably within our age range.

Problem:

I FOUND NO BOY.

seriously, you wouldn't think it would be that hard to find a cute surfer dude somewhere on the boardwalk or in the ocean or at the beach in San Diego.

It wasn't. It was swarming with them. The problem came with rule numero cinco. (the last one)

PRETTY MUCHH ALL OF THEM WERE 18 +.

which, incidentally, is out of my age range. damn.

so I lose.

Destination: Mission Beach

California, here we come, right back where we started from.

Eh it's an okay song, not great, but decent, pretty, I thought it would be accurate to start with it, seeing as I leave TOMORROW, monday June 15, Morning for San Diego! YES!

I am so uuber excited it is not even cute.

It's gonna be a roadd trip. Me, my mom and my brother, and my stepdad is flying in (since he can't get enough time off work to drive with us.) We are stopping for a night in Vegas both ways. It will be EPIC.

A week in San Diego (Mission Beach, if you didn't gather that from the title) and two nights right on the strip in Las Vegas, baby.

Mmmmmmmmmmmmmm.

I cannot wait.

So, yes. It will be one extravagant week of beautiful scenery, people and hopefully weather. Our house that we rented is RIGHT on the beach. and it has rooftop tanning. SCORE.

There will be plennnttyyy of photo-ops. I dig. fo sho.

Well, Wish me a happy vacation!

[Wish hard.]

The Difference between Cute and Attractive

yeah, just dyed my hair..

it was supposed to be blonde, BUT
it didn't turn out blonde.
so it's basically the same except for no dark roots now, slightly lighter than before, and not disgustingly streaky. ha.

so whatever. I'm not happy with it, but I'm not unhappy with it. it's hair. I want purple hair. but I don't want to dye it purple, because it sucks ass to clean up afterwards and it doesn't really last long enough to be worth it (it stains the whole damn tub purple, and the dye doesn't get completely rinsed out of my hair for like a week afterwards. and then it fades in less than two months. )

the only thing I actually like about my hair right now is the bangs. but hey who really cares.
I don't .
definitely not.

anyways, that wasn't supposed to be the bulk of this entryy...
mainly, I just wanted to express my overwhelming enthusiasm for what is to come:
MONDAY: San Diego. fuck. yes. it's about time.
NEXT NEXT WEEKEND: Sand Dunes. with Alex. it shall be epic.
NEXT NEXT NEXT NEXT NEXT week (or something): Kansas. eh mm. it's pretty. and I'll see my grandy parents.
NEXT NEXT NEXT NEXT NEXT NEXT NEXT NEXT NEXT NEXT NEXT NEXT
something week..
day
of the year
School starts. whoopee. summer will be over and life will have to be stressful again.
The upsides (yes there is an S. I love it.):
Speech will begin again.
Theater will begin again.
I will no longer be a stupid ass freshman.
I will instead be a stupid ass sophomore.
I will (maybe? hopefully..) have a boy by then. If not, well, I don't know. Frankly my dear, I don't give a damn. I'm 15, I won't be needing boys for another... 1346343 bajillion years. ha. just kidding. a boy would be really nice now. but not necessary. maybe. hmm.

okay wow I'm really starting to ramble now.
time to shut up.
okay.
thanks for listening (maybe?) or reading. whatevs. peace.
homes.(can you tell I'm not done yet?) I don't think I'm done.. I am kind of dreading ending this.
because when I do it means I'll have nothing to do... it's only 9:18. that's sad. I should be doing something. It's fuckin friday night! wow! what the hell! I should get a life! oh well, I guess I have an excuse, since I'm tired as a mother puma who just gave birth in somebody's mouth/throat/etc... (yeah to understand that one, go HERE: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cScB5FuQCIk) and I have to wake up early tomorrow to finish packing for Cali, and then pack to go to my dad's house. I need to be done with that shit by 9. yeh.
whine.
bitch.
piss.
moan.
woe is me.
I'm done.
Did you know I am going to buy a shirt that says "Pi" (like the mathematical symbol) MP?
I didn't either. weelllll actually I did. But now it's official. I haven't found one yet, but believe me, I WILL. if I don't I'll fuckin make one!

wow this is getting long..
I wonder if there is anybody left reading this?maybe I should cut it off now.. fuck.
okay.
I'll just go do something actually productive. maybe.
or maybe I'll just give up on my diet and eat some ice cream.
SHIT! don't think like that.
I WON'T QUIT I WON'T QUIT I WON'T QUIT I WON'T QUIT I WON'T QUIT I WON'T QUIT I WON'T QUIT.
okay. I'm done now. I'm not quitting (my diet) and I'm not continuing (this).Goodbye.(For now.)

Thunder Like Gunshots

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Scary!

We are, right now, on TORNADO WARNING. for the second time this week.
fuck.
I want summer, not storms. Storms are for spring, when we're in school and we don't give a damn cuz we can't be outside anyways.
NOT SUMMER, when all I wanna do is go outside in the SUN. efff.

But I guess it's aight sometimes like when it totally pours so I can go stand in the pouring fucking rain like a lonely person in an 80's movie.

Anywho, lots of exciting things coming up!
1. I leave Monday for San Diego and come back Wednesday
2. The weekend after that, I go camping with Alex in the Dunes. !!!! exciting stuff right there.
3. The weekend after that, voy al Kansas para visitar mis abuelos. (I go to Kansas to visit my grandparents, for all you non-spanish speakers).

So, yeah. Yay! happynesss.

The human stomach

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needs protein.

WE are supposed to eat meat.

But,

I don't think I want to anymore.



So I've decided to try and get healthy. Now.

I am going to try and stop drinking soda, juice (it's not calorie free, ya know), and putting too much sugar in my tea.

And I'm gonna take it easy on the carbs:

not so many simple carbs (bread, pasta, etc)

and more complex carbs (fruits, veggies, etc.)
And I think, If I don't go completely Vegetarian, I will just stop eating red meats. Chicken is good.

So that's enough on that front.

Gasp!

A real blog entry!

Aight so here's what's up:

I'm in an uuber happy hyper mood right now and I neeeed to record this moment because I'm just crazzyy and I don't really have a legit reason, just thought I should do something with my energy.

MMKAY so I'm super excited buchuzz, well:

Tonight: RENT! 'nuff said.

Next Week: San Diego! hellyes.

Second week of July: Kansas. (ehh, mmm. but still, it'll be fun. :D)

ANNDD This song is just getting me sooo pumped up! I don't know why but it is just a good mood song. (Vermillion Plaza by Deastro). Like seriously, it is a hyperelectricdreampopenergyboost in the form of a podcast. Yes, ladies and gents, it is a PODCAST. which translates into FREEE.

Indiefeed is my new best (imaginary?) friend. actually it's not that new. but who cares? it's awesome!

Guess who else I love?

ALEX! she is selling stuff on Etsy.com (cuz she can) and she asked me to be her model. why? who knows.

Because she loves me, that's why! :D and I love her tooo.

and I love my puppy.

I don't know why I threw that in there, just came to mind.

This is definitely my first like actual real live blog that I'm actually writing down thoughts.. and that's really what I'm doing. I'm typing up my thoughts as they come into my head.

SOOO

here's some more updates:

1. I need a boy. Soon.

2. I need to stop obsessing over boys. NOW.

3. I can't stop obsessing over boys. They are just too addicting. Like drugs!

4. I don't do drugs.

5. I never have, and I don't think I ever will

6. I don't wanna do E anymore. It can kill you with just one bad pill!

7. I never actually particularly wanted to do E, it just sounded like really interesting.. make every feeling feel amazing? sure!

8. I want to try pot. just once. SHH it's a secret. (Gotta keep up my clean image.)

9. I AM SO EFFING BORED. summer should not be like this. I love my dad, but I really wanna stop staying at his house during the week. such a waste of time, seeing as he's not even there! he's working and I mean, it's not that hard to miss out a couple of nights with him. I mean, he gets home from work at 5:30, we eat dinner, and then I go hide in my room and sketch, listen to music, etc. Sorry daddy. I'll still spend weekends with you!

10. I'M GOIN TO SAN DIEGO IN 5 DAYS BITCH!

11. You're not a bitch, I just got over excited

12. I'm done blogging for now. Time to scan in some of my new skeetcches! :D